Crimson Glow

I've recently just watched the majority of mememolly's videos on youtube.
And I think she is so cool.
I love her accent, style and video ideas.

But one video that stood out - are you anyone's favourite person?

Do you think you are? Do you have one?

I'm pathetic and sad. I don't even have a favourite person. I've been thinking about it all day. Which ONE person in my life is above all the others? Which one person in my life is my .. favourite?
I don't have one.

And then - am I anyone's favourite person?
Doubt it.
Is that sad or realistic? Why would someone choose me as their favourite person above anyone else? What have I done that's so special or make someone go "wow, that girl is really someone amazing"
I don't even know if I want would to be someone's favourite person. I mean, it's totally flattering and everything, but then I'd feel bad for some reason.
Like, what if I'm someone's favourite person and they're not mine?
I don't know.

I just don't want to live my whole life not being someone's favourite person. I hope that someday I will be.
I also hope someday I'll come to the conclusion of who my favourite person is.

Until then, I'll work on my english project that was due today but she gave us an extention and I haven't started yet (that sentence was such too long).