BLAH - this will be long

My mind is racing a mile a minute so I'm just going to start typing whatever comes to mind. If it makes no sense and starts to sound a bit selfish, so be it.

Everything costs too much money, at least all the things I want/need. I just paid $200 for driver's school. Spend nearly $100 American shopping in the States, and the camera I really really want cost just over $400.
I want to get a wireimage account but I feel like I'd be wasting $25 a month. Nevermind, I know I'd be wasting $25 a month.

I kind of want to go away for college but I can't afford to. I want to intern at Disney World instead of going to college right away after high school. My mom says I shouldn't because what if I don't go back to school? But I'm not dumb, of course I'll go back. I just really want to experience working at Disney World because it's pretty much been a huge dream of mine.
But I really can't afford to pay for me living there. I hardly have ay money as it is.
And I have a terrible time saving money.

I've been making a Christmas list and I make myself seem so spoiled. Everything I'm asking for it's so much money. I know I'm obviously not going to get all (or even any) of it, but why does my taste in things have to be so expensive?!
Or, why do all the coolest things have to be so expensive?

A girl in class came up to me today and said "I was on youtube last night, and I searched the Jonas Brothers and then I saw you interviewing them! Did you really?"
Kinda creepy and cool at the same time.

Then Mr.s Hamzeh called Rana, Ashley & I into her grade 9 biology class and these two girls were like "OMG, YOU MET THEM?!"

I hate bragging. So naturally, Rana did all the talking.
Seriously, I really don't like talking about all the amazing experiences I've had with the Jonas Brothers. I know I've had amazing opportunites and I know some girls would kill to have even half of what I've had, but I just don't like talking about it.

So, for future reference, here's my most memorable experiences with the Jonas Brothers, just so you don't have to ask and I don't have to seem as if I'm bragging. So basically, you'll know and we won't have to bring it up!

Yes, I've met them several times.
Yes, I've interviewed them twice.
Yes, they know who I am.
Yes, they know my name.
Yes, I've been on their tour bus.
Yes, I've been to concerts with only 15-25 girls there.
Yes, Kevin gives me tight bear hugs.
Yes, Nick has given me a YooHoo & Joe has given me (nasty) fruit juice.
Yes, Joe took my camera on stage and took pictures.
Yes, Kevin let me play his guitar.
Yes, Kevin crowd surfed above me.
Yes, Joe sang & pointed to me during "even though she is the blooooonde"
Yes, I have connections that hardly use.

Thank goodness for Jonas Secrets, because I think those experiences are cool to talk about, but only anonymusly.

I want to take photography in college. As well as web design & journalism. I can do that, right?

I have an environment test tomorrow on LEAVES. Pinnately Compound, Palmately Compound & Simple are the different kinds.
Alternate, Opposite, Whorled are different arrangements.

I'm very excited for fall fashions. And to be done with driving school. and to be able to drive myself places.

I was having a pretty unfortunate day today. My deodorant ran out this morning (thank goodness for a mother who also wears deodorant), I forgot my lunch in my brother's car (thank goodness but friends who have money), & as I went to print off my english assignment at lunch the network shut down (no upside to this).
so I just installed the printer ony the crappy main computer. Oh, and I still need to write a rough copy. Gah.
I never write rough copies. And now I have to fake one, haha. And make "corrections". Whatever.

I once went through this one music faze (in like, 2004-2005) where I listened to like classic rock like Rick Springfield, Bryan adams, Def Leppard, Aerosmith, The Rolling Stones and other stuff.
Basically, my brother is going through that faze right now.
He just downloaded a bunch of their stuff, and I know every song he's playing. I still like that music, it's so.. classic!
My dad pretty much loved me when I went through that faze haha. That music pretty much his teenage memories. He saw Kiss in concert 4 times, once he even drove to New York!
So he understands me going to lots of concerts.
My mom on the other hand, her teenage years were spent reading and taking care of her younger brothers. So she started being a mom at like age 14 because my grandma left and my mom and her brothers lived with my Grandpa.

My mom always bugs me about how I should learn to cook and clean and iron and whatever. She doesn't think I'll be a very good wife, but I also think she needs to realize we don't live in the 60's anymore. Those aren't neccesarily a woman's job, but even so, I think I'll be fine. I can make toast & cereal.

I turn 18 in four months, how scary is that!? I'm growing up before my own eyes. That was weird.

Today was picture day. Ashley wore her McDonalds uniform. And that's why she's one of my best friends.
I asked to see my picture and I think it turned out pretty good. It wasn't hot outside so my hair didn't friz! Not like last year, oh man. I had my picture taken after gym class, cruel.

I hate the new facebook. I just really don't like change.

I'd like a new job, where should I work? I'm thinking Chapters. That'd be a chillin' job, just put away books and such. I'd maybe love it.