Rollercoaster of Emotions

Today was such a bad day for me and my hormones. I think I seriosuly switched emotions every 20 minutes.

7:15am - Happy - thinking "Yes! It's Friday! I can sleep in tomorrow"
7:35am - Upset - realizing it's only Thursday
8:02am - Rushed - Mom and Jordan are already sitting in the car waiting for me.
8:27am - Annoyed - my brother put on his annoying radio station.
8:57am - Happy - because we watched a Much Music program in Food & Nutrition class
9:15am - Annoyed - the tv is set up to my left so I have to turn my head to watch.
10:02am - Happy - the movie is over and I can go talk to Danni
10:36am - Weirded out - by people and their actions
10:57am - Anxious - for lunch and to finally get something off my chest
11:35am - Relieved - told Connie what was on my mind and she encouraged me and then called me a homewrecker
11:38am - Pissed off - Rana & Ashley pretty much left me alone for lunch and Connie had her in-car driving lesson
11:48am - Pissed off more - because Rana was calling me a loser and saying to get over it
11:52am - Forgiving but still pissed - Gave Ashley a piece of my cookie
11:53am - Relieved - told Ashley & Rana what was on my mind and my situation and they were sort of proud of me but still gave me advice.
12:09pm - Confused - about what I should do and my situation. My friends are telling me to do one thing and I'm wanting to do the opposite.
3:15pm - Confused even more - after talking to Doris who was sort of in the same situation.
4:45pm - sort of Happy - after he texted me back

So, I know, people go through different emotions everday, but for me, these emotions were like overwhelming. When I was pissed off, I felt like crying. When I was relieved I felt like 20 lbs was lifted off my shoulders. When I was happy I was smiley and giggly. When I was anxious I couldn't sit still. Like, all of my emotions were so extreme, and it was really weird.

Ok, so I bet you're wondering what my "situation" is, right? But it just makes me look like, what Connie called me, a homewrecker. And I don't even know what I'm doing. I don't think I want an actual relationship with this guy because he doesn't really seem the type, you know? But then again, I've never hung out with him outside of work so maybe I don't even really know him? But from what people are telling me, he's sort of a manwhore.
GAH! I'm getting in way over my head.
There is a party on Friday and he asked me last night if I was going. I said no, but now I think I am. My friends want to go. If we do go we won't stay very long, probably. I'm so nervous for tomorrow night. Like, I swear I'm going to end up being awkward or something.
Have I ever mentioned I suck with conversations? I never have anything to say.
And I sort of implied I'd like kiss him or something, hahaha.
God, I am in over my head. I don't even know what I want.
I mean, the boy has a girlfriend!

Ok, I need to go dichotomous my leaves.