not looking forward to school starting up again

Honesty is always the best policy, I know that, and I'm not sure why I'm constantly forgetting that.

I got myself into sort of an awkward situation. This guy liked me but I didn't feel the same way about him. I valued his friendship though so I didn't want to hurt him. I tried my hardest not to lead him on but I think I did anyways. One thing lead to another, and well, yeah.
Anyways, I'm so dumb that I got myself all worked up about what had happened, uncluding avoiding his texts.
Finally, today he he talked to me and I was straight up honest with him, apologizing for anything I felt I needed to apologize for. And you know what? He completely understood! I now feel so foolish for getting myself all worried and stressed.

If you have any issues with someone, talk to them about it. And always just be straight up with people. Obviously, I feel there is always a polite way to put things, but just be honest. Don't beat around the bush or let things go unsaid. Grow a pair and just speak up.



I Can Only Imagine is my favourite favourite favourite religious song. I don't think it matters if you're a believer or not, this song is just too beautiful not to love.