Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty

Maybe I should be used to feeling felt out by now. But I'm not used to it. Not at all. But really, does anyone get used to feeling felt out? No matter how many times it happens, I think it hurts just as much as it did the first time. At least for me it does. I pity the person who is just used to feeling felt out that it doesn't affect them anymore. I pity and envy them.