How Rude!

Ok, someone tell me when exactly I turned into such a girl!?

Yeah yeah, I know TECHNICALLY I'm a girl anatomically, but I've never really been a person who feels they need a boyfriend or even gets emotionally attached or seems to care or any of that girly mushy stuff.

Sure, I'll explain, but I'll warn you, it may be boring/weird or something, so feel free to stop reading. I won't take it personally.

Ok, so maybe it's just like PMS and by next week I'll be normal again (Oh God, I hope so) but lately I have been so emotional and I hate it!

I feel like I did something wrong but like, it's subconscious or something. Like, ok, let me try to explain this. I didn't do one thing that made him treat me differently, but maybe I'm not who he thought I was. Like he had an image in his head and once we'd gotten close I turned out to be, well, myself. So now he's subconsciously treating me differently.
Like, he used to start his texts with "hello gorgous" (<-- I know how to spell gorgeous but he doesn't) and "hello beautiful". Now it's just "heya". He also used to always ask me to go over to his dorm (even though I would always say no) and say how he wishes I were there and blah blah. That's just stopped all together. I feel like he used to be a lot more into me and now he's just.. not.
I know he has midterms but he had midterms last week and the week before too so that's not really an excuse. Like, the first time I met him I went over the night before he had a midterm! Now he has one 3 days from now and he doesn't want to see me till after it's over?

Why am I getting so attached? This isn't like me! Normally I just wouldn't care or over-think this whole thing but I can't help it. I miss him being so into me which sounds really arrogant and self-absorbed but who doesn't like being called beautiful and have a boy want you? Especially a boy you've fallen so hard for.

Whatever, this whole emotional wave will pass and I'll be myself again, which I'm still trying to figure out who that is. In the meantime, I'm just going to go back to watching Full House on DVD and eating Froot Loops.