oddly enough, this is now typical.

Truth be told I miss you, truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man girl that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then she's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

I am SO through wasting my time on him. Honestly, why should I put more energy into this than him? If he really wanted something from me he should have put forth a better effort. He only likes me for my looks anyways. Barf.

I really hope college kids are more mature than high school kids because I'm so tired of them. For example, on Friday I went to a party. Me and some friends went outside and then the guys decided it'd be fun to go around the neighborhood smashing pumpkins. HA, SO MUCH FUN -not.
My dad called me and said he was about to pick me up, so I had to bolt back to Connie's house. I'm actually glad he called then, it was so lame. Not the party itself, mostly just the pumpkin smashing. Like, who the hell do you think you are that you can take other people's things and detroy it? So freaking spoiled.

And now this guy is starting to show interest in me. You know why? Because I drank at the party (obviously I didn't get hammered, that's just dumb). But honestly? NOW you're interested in me? Wow.

I went to Ian's last night and we stayed till 2am! (well, then it turned 1am again, but my mom didn't buy that). But honestly, Ian and his friends are in university and I'd MUCH rather hang out them than the guys at my school.

Here's a tip for all the boys out there, GET TO KNOW A GIRL. I don't want to date a guy that just thinks I'm hot (which I hate by the way. I find it sort of demeaning.), I want to date a guy that likes ME. That wants to spend time with me and wants to get to know me.