Monday, March 23, 2009

The Future Freaks Me Out

GAHHHH

I'm applying to college right now. For over a year now I was determined I would be going to St. Clair for Business & IT Web Communications Development.
All of a sudden, over the weekend, I changed my mind. I don't know sprung this spontaneous change of heart, but I decided to take
Media, Art & Design Journalism instead.
I was so set to go into Web Development and now I feel like I'll be so disappointed if I don't get accepted in Journalism.

Maybe because Journalism is cheaper. Or that it's a 2-year instead of 3-year. Or maybe because once the program ends I can to go Queensland Australia to get a Masters of Journalism. Yeah, that's probably a main reason.

The future really does freak me out, though. Not just college.

Bailey: You know what I like most about the stars? You look at them, at all of them up there... and you just know there's gotta be something more than...
Tibby: Life?
Bailey: There has to be.
Tibby: Are you scared?
Bailey: Not of dying, really. It's more that I'm afraid of time. And not having enough of it. Time to figure out who I'm supposed to be... to find my place in the world before I have to leave it. I'm afraid of what I'll miss.

Sister pants <3

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