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I'm such a pansy.

I download my music from youtube (and Itunes occasionally, plus I buy cd's .. I buy music sometimes!) and I when I find songs to download, I usually have one song I search for then find other songs from the side "Related Videos".
How I got from Violent Femmes to Disney Couples videos, I have no idea.

So I'm sitting here downloading all these love songs from the Disney Couples Montage videos, and I come across the song The Day I Fall in Love by Dolly Parton and James Ingram (this song was in the move Beethoven). So I'm listening to the song and reading the comments on the video and I'm excited to fall in love.

Like I said, I'm a pansy.

But really, I wonder if there is love out there for everyone. And I wonder about soul mates, and true love. I mean, can there really be one person in the world who is just meant for you? And what are your chances of meeting that person in a world with over 7 billion people?
And what about love at first sight? Or natural chemistry?

I'm reading This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen, and the two main characters, Dexter and Remy, meet because Dexter thought he and Remy had some sort of natural chemistry and that they were meant to be together.

And then there was this comment on the video:
The day i'll fall in love probably Will never come, as well as the day someone will fall in love for me but that's life and i understand it.

and this response to it:
I used to think the same.. Then suddenly out of nowhere I fell in love,we are now together, and I have never been as happy as I am now.. Love can come to you, always... I promise.. I thought I was unloveable, but never been more wrong...

Maybe I just take relationships and love too seriously, but I hate when young people just date or claim they are in love. I don't know, I just don't want to waste time on someone who will just toy with my emotions or I know that our realtionship won't last.
I'm also not one who rushes into things like that. I mean, stuff like this take time.

I'm a picky person in general, but I just hope that I'm not too picky and that it'll cost me someone who is really amazing. I can totally see that happening. I score this really awesome guy and then I start second guessing myself or trying not to get too serious so I don't set myself up for heartbreak and I do something stupid and he's gone.

I hope when I do fall in love that I don't hold back and just lunge into it without too much caution or thought, but I sense a fear of commitment in my near future.

Love and relationships are a serious thing to me, though. I hope to have a love like Belle and Beast from Beauty and The Beast (oh, the irony in that). I don't want to be with someone based on looks, not even from our beginning. Although I do believe there has to be a physical attraction, it is personality first and foremost that'll reel me in. (I hate how I worded that, like I'm a freaking fish or something to be sought out.) But yes, definitely a love like Belle and Beast.