Saturday Night Bitterness

Can it PLEASE just be Easter already?? My last possible day of school is Good Friday.

I am so over going to school at this point. I love learning, I do, but I hate being forced to learn something or do something I do not want to do. For example, group projects.

I'm not very good at making friends. I think people find me intimidating or stuck up or something because people just do not strike up conversation with me or put in an effort to be friendly with me. And for some reason, I just feel like if I force myself on people I annoy them or they smile while secretly thinking "Who is this girl?".
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a complete loner. I have made a few friends while away at school. My problem is, they already have their one friend they always partner up with, and my one friend who was always my partner now has a different schedule and we don't have classes together.

So now I sit by myself, partner up with "Who doesn't have a partner?" and now I'm forced to awkwardly ask a group if I can join them for a group project.

And to make matters worse, these group projects have to be presented in front of the class.

I just want to go home, back to my comfort zone. I want my old friends and my family. I hate being somewhere I feel unwanted and I'm probably just paranoid but I have this thought in the back of my head that keeps telling me that no one in my classes like me and to just keep to myself and hope that time goes by faster. Which is exactly what I have been doing.

I'm not even going to try and make friends now. I have 2 and 1/2 more months to go and then I'll be home.

Please hurry up Easter. I can't live with how unhappy I am here.